so, decided to stream last night getting back into the hobby. I’ve spent quite a while building some models and priming them when the weather permitted and for a while I was ready and raring to go.
Except I wasn’t.
It was strangely paralyzing, the feeling of starting over and getting back into the hobby. I procrastinated quite a while, finding all sorts of things to do instead of painting. I’m not quite sure why there was that sense of hesitation, but it was palpable.
I found it harder and harder with each passing day, giving myself excuses and wanting some sort of “perfect condition” to start painting and it almost felt like I was fighting myself to get started again.
So, I decided to stream it.
Kinda just jumped into it and wondered if something would happen (nothing did really on steam) but it have me a push, a feeling that perhaps someone might turn up to watch and I should at least attempt to put something on plastic.
So, here we are again.
At the beginning, once more.
Reforged.
Mindful Hammer 